I have to get out of my work situation but it seems like I am stuck. When I apply for things I never hear anything and my film is not getting any traction. Therefore I am a rat in a maze unable to do anything but repeat the same pattern over and over again.
How much would I rather jump into this photo and be able to be inspired here and work at something I love? You have no idea.
I am tired. Tired of being drained, squelched, complained at and angry that I watch the same patterns at work over and over again.